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Story in here!! haha i posted this earlier and there was an edward and bella vid in it. i was like "what the hell?!" well, hope you like it :)) comment, k
joe:
i sat silently in the hospital waiting room. when are they going to let me see her? i started to absent mindedly tap my foot repeatedly. i had been waiting for hours, what was taking them so long?!
right then a doctor came out of one of the rooms and i quickly stood up. "whats going on? i asked. "is she ok?"
the doctor looked down at his clipboard shaking his head. "im sorry mr. jonas but- "
my eyes started to water. "no. please dont tell me shes..."
"im sorry sir but there was nothing we could do."
demi:
"so thats how...she..."
"died?"
i look down. "uhm...yea."
joe looks up at the ceiling obviously trying hard not to cry. "yea, thats how it happened."
i didnt know what to say. so i just said the first thing that popped into my head. "im sorry."
"dont be," he says smiling. "i have you now."
i look down again and shake my head. "you act like you want me but when you actually get the chance-" looks deep into his eyes "you always seem to push me away"
joe:
ok, now i feel bad. do i really do that? i guess i do. i dont me to though, and i definitely didnt mean to hurt her.
i lift up her chin with my finger and give her a soft smile. "do you want to know why i do that?"
"why?" she asks in such a soft voice i could barely hear her.
"because im afraid if i get to close to you...you'll just end up leaving me like camilla."
"hey", she says, softly stroking my cheek. "im not going anywhere ok. not now. not ever."
"i dont know what id do if i lost you too." i kiss her cheek lightly while caressing my hand up and down her arm. "i just..."
"you just?"
"i want you demi." i lean in closer so that her lips are just barely touching mine. "and im not going to push you away. not again. not ever."
demi:
with that he crashed his lips against mine and all i could think about was how perfect this one moment was. my whole world could end right now and everything would be perfect. joes hand wonders up my back while the other lingers on my inner thigh. his breath fills up my lungs like a drug. hes intoxicating. he moves his lips down to my neck and whispers, "i love you" in my ear, and he gives me just enough time to reply before pressing his lips back against mine.
"i love you too."
~to be continued...~
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