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Yes another one shot but this one i have to do cause i really like idea!!!! story in here!!! comment and enjoy
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selena's pov
i was good at goodbyes probably because i had to say them all to often. everytime i ever got close to anything or anyone it was only a matter of time before they left or i did. i was also good at hiding how i felt mainly because of all the goodbyes i experianced i never wanted to get to close cause i didn't want to have to say goodbye. even though goodbyes always came around for me. my first was when i was five...
flashback(sm=selena mom)
selena:mommy where's daddy going
sm:a better place sweetie
selena:why? he's not happy here?
sm:oh sweetie*puts selena on her lap*your daddy was very happy here
selena:then why is he leaving?
sm:so he can watch out for you
selena:i dont understand
sm:one day you will*kisses her head*come on ill tuck you in
selena:ok
end flashback
ever since they seemed to be routine. when i was six my mom got transfered so i had to say goodbye to my friends. it wasn't all that hard considering i was only in first grade and was friends with everyone. we ended up in charolette,nc i was there until fifth grade. then i moved again this time was harder. i was going into sixth grade with no friends. i begged and pleaded for us to stay but my moms mind was made up and she drove across the country to l.a. where i spent my middle school years. i didnt even bother to get close to anyone because i knew the day eigth grade ended i was moving again,i wanted so bad to be wrong but like always i was right. we moved again this time to new york city. my mom promised i would be here for all of high school. i doubted that but i never said that to her. this is where everything changed new york. i made friends easily and i warned them from the begining that i moved alot but they didn't care especially miley. she seemed to understand and soon enough i found out why. even though i knew i wouldn't be here that long i opened up to them and let them in. i knew from the start it was a bad idea that i would end up heart broken crying in the passenger seat as i said goodbye again...but this time was different and even if i didnt understand my heart did and it did all the talking. my sophmore year i was well known i guess that's what i get for becoming friends with the populars although we weren't the snobby kind. we helped out if needed and didnt push kids around. i was settling in for once when once again my life was turned upside down but this time it wasn't my mom's fault. it was the new kids. i had voulnteered my freshman year to help new students around simply because i knew what they were going through. so when the principle asked me to help the new student i said yes thinking nothing of it. i walked into the office where we were meeting and i cant even explain it i lost my breath. early on i told myself dont fall for any guy until your out of college but i couldn't stop myself i fell for him and i fell hard... the whole tour of the school i had to think of something other than him so i could get through it and then when lunch came don't even get me started all i did was stare at him. miley of course cracked jokes making our whole group laugh at me but i didn't really care i wanted him and i knew it was a bad idea from the start but at that point i could've cared less. miley's boyfriend nick seemed to catch on that i liked him so he being a stupid guy called him over and i prayed that he would say no but they went unanswered as he slowly made his way to our table. nick got up and introduced himself...
nick:so im nick and your??
??:im david
nick:cool so david do you want to join us,please say yes im like the only guy and it gets kinda uncomfortable with two girls around
miley:*hits his arm*
nick:baby you know i love you
miley:you better
nick:i do please forgive me?
david:wow your whiped!
nick:what can i say i love her
david:*laughs*
nick:so you gonna sit or stand
david:i'll sit
once again i found myself praying that he would sit by nick since it was nick's idea but once again they went unanswered as he sat down by me.
david:hey you gave me the tour today
selena:*smiles*yup,i hope it helped
david:yea it did
selena:im glad
david:so what are your classes after lunch
selena:i have english and biology,you?
david:*pulls his schedule out*same
selena:cool
david:so can i walk with you?
selena:*looks at him and smiles*sure
miley:sel can i talk to you?
selena:uh now im kinda--
miley:*grabs her arm*great!
selena:what?
miley:what are you doing?
selena*looks at her confused*what do you mean?
miley:you like him
selena:so??
miley:do you know when your moving again?
selena*looks down*no
miley:i just dont want you to get hurt
selena:i know
miley was right i couldnt like him i didnt know when i was leaving again. i didnt want to get hurt and i didnt want to hurt him...
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next part up soon
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