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=====selena's pov===============
nick already left a couple of
hours ago, minutes after demi left
i looked at the clock it was 10:30p.m.
i wonder if demi is still awake i have
to call her i realized that maybe
i just told her that no one is coming
except for her but nick came...i didn't
expect nick to come maybe demi is mad
the fact that she left early and she
didn't even told me her problem...
i dialed her number hoping for her
to answer it..."come on demi, please
answer it..."i hopefully said.
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ep.8 control
demi's pov
my cellphone rang and i came into
my senses and grabbed the phone
beside my drawer, it was selena...
i smiled but at
the same time i felt the wretched
feeling when i saw nick and i know
he loved selena too..
i knew i loved selena but
i have to stop it...i cannot
continue being her friend if
i know that at the end i'll just
lose her. i only stared at my phone
my hands were very delighted and
i almost want to hear once again
or for the last time, selena's voice
but i must resist...my phone continued
ringing repeatedly to my head and
i felt numb and i walked near
my window. as soon as i opened
the window the cool breeze quickly
caressed my face and i can only
laugh as i felt it tickle my face.
i heard another sound from my phone.
my heart pumped because i know who is
calling me i turned it off and i looked
again outside...the roads is still busy
i was crying yet the whole world
is still busy even at night and i can
see flashing lights everywhere i look.
"stop the world is really
meant for you selena...i know that
i can't stop this world and it will
continue moving without me...it won't
stop for my grief...this is so hard
you make me feel like the luckiest
person in this world
and at the same time it is only to
you i felt this strange pain..."
i softly said to myself.
"selena could it be possible
to forget you? i'll try to forget
you...it's hard but i must try..."
i softly said while closing
my eyes to sleep.
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demi can control her feelings but for how long!?
hahha watch out for the next eppy it's sure is a blast
it's on!!!!
maybe i'll upload up to 4 eppy today
i feel inspired :)!!!!
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